November 26

Some days one just becomes reflective and it is one of those days Dark and windy and chilly I ran the Turkey trot yesterday To run a three mile race with close to 300 people in the woods at high speed gave me such a rush I was not in the front nor was I in the back but i kept a good pace right in the middle I also ran for a good friend of mine who has cancer and it  aggressive After the run i grabbed an apple and some water and looked at my parents like lets bounce Before the race my mothers friends that own a farm came over and asked me to come out and look at the animals…maybe another time I though but I would love to ride a horse again ..My father handed me a hot chocolate right before the run with whipped cream he was trying to feed me like a Lamb going out to the slaughter before the race and telling me “go girl!” but overall it was a good family blast… It was fun seeing them at the finish line with big smiles on their faces and camera in hand

Anywhoo why do I feel the urge to completely get up and go somewhere else that I have never been Maybe i just need some rest and feel the storm coming  I  feel a storm coming with goodies and know that rest and focus is key I have done quite a bit in the past month and I am starting new projects soon

I am also ready for my next race…I ran so fast and so hard ..and the whole time i was running I was Like wow I am glad I am not waaaaay in the back but like a panther keeping up with the Pac…In the wild the ones that can’t stay with the pac get devoured

November 11

I plugged back into the Matrix…Yesterday I was on the set of a Showtime series It was a blast and I met a lot of cool folks I was a chick in the hospital walking with a doc then I was in the hospital bed Man oh man those actors had so many jokes then I had jokes i just laughed so much and I thought why did I give up theater and only focus on visuals…Oh well..these are my thoughts

I love the image and making an image but lately I have become the image with voice and vision. As an artist one must be careful of presentation and representation especially if you are a  spiritually conscious and a humanitarian being. Most think of just being visible or noticed without thinking of what the message may provoke. Our work may possibly serve as catalyst for change…

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