Interesting how people forget that we are fragile beings friendship and love can be tainted by actions and sometimes its only time that brings back reassurance and it’s only time well spent with yourself to really understand how important that person may be to you …Our hearts may still wonder why things went down the way they did
Lately I have been thinking more on long term situations and how certain actions may hinder these long term dreams …communication is key and boundaries must be discussed I am very watchfull of how I want to raise my child and how I want to co -exist with a good brother an honest being…one must remember that no one is made of iron and we have hearts that feel yearn and desire to be loved in the fullest and purest way…and sometimes just need to feel safe
Both of my parents have been together since they were 19 I was raised around love ..raised by a woman in love and a man in love …I hope that the higher Power can bring me that type of understanding and sacred commitment with out a third party or lack of communication ..just something pure and honest…I want my child to believe that true love exist…for he/she will never see the love in his parents eyes die…Hope..thats what I see in mine
see for you can have all the goodies in the world that this place tells you will make you happy
Its really love that rules
Yesterday I felt….like I needed a big hug…for a very long time….somewhere in the “sticks”…under a waterfall
There are certain people that will come into our lives that we will never ever forget simply because the experience was a pure breath of fresh air giving light to everything you thought was foggy before ….there is someone out there that really does get you and the essence of …..we is well understood…just remembering
All I need on most days is the truth.. for my friends to give me just that and keep in mind that I do have a heart I have a desire to be around folks that are leaning more to the spiritual side The individuals that know that life is more then what is seen and waay more about what we feel
I went running today with the wind through my curls and the air in my lungs and positive thougths in my mind about my new work as an artist that calls upon me to challenge myself ..I struggled with the thought of how I need to be very very open now in order to do my best work Yet to be very open as an artist as a performance artist is also to be very honest with myself and most importantly ones audience .. letting go of the past and letting go of all fears…to do some serious soul searching deep within
I just really want to be able to embrace new situations and new souls that are real ..nothing fake no imposters please We as a people are fed so many things that are supposed to matter yah know that hot guy the hot gal the clothes the car the blah blah blah so fuck.. what!
Love??????
to some pretenders ..love is what the devil wipes his ass with when he whispers in their ears “eat this shi..and keep focusing on what has nothing to do with really being spiritual keep telling lies and keep playing my game”
mmmm its a beautiful day outside and I am inside trying to fix up my new crib Remembering forgetting and letting go of all negativity the sun is in my heart… in my mind and in my soul because you are you and together we can be that hope that our people need to see… you know and I know that we are more then just us but a reminder of ancient kingdoms when kings and Queens made love with truth honesty and integrity running through their veins … building each other up and not breaking each other down…dreaming today… day dreaming today…..hope has arrived on the wings of an angel
