July 24

Its hot as hell in NYC and I have a fire burnig inside that could wipe out a whole forest…playing it cool real cool I stop my cardio to drink water and 3 different men approach me at different times trying to get in some bullshit rap Waay too hot for this shit today small empty words rolling off their drooling tongues like dirty hungry junk yard dogs in heat Every doggie is looking for some pussy cat and every pussy looking for a dog with a Bone This kitty is waiting for only one pure breed that will make her purrr while she scratches his back…in the mean time she just looks at these dogs and hisses

June 23

Last few days i went to a music seminar one of JZ’s friends put me on the list..good soul It was fun met some good folks and gave out info and a song Alot of real folks there… very few pretenders

Pretenders hmmm been thinking about that alot….how folks run around afraid to be themselves…most importlantly afraid to embrace love…love is nothing to be afraid of maybe the loss of it but as a really good friend told me if you are the least bit afraid u might as well as be dead One must not throw away or abuse or take for granted the love and kindness of a person for this is the devines way of telling you you are blessed and you throw away the higher powers blessings and trust? oh yes trust In this life time you are lucky to count the friends you have on one hand…the ones that really have your back.. a place to stay a meal an ear when you feel that world is a big plastic dildo constantly coming at yah…Alot of people are vampires and what they realy want..well they don’t even know everyone is telling them what turns them on sex..money drugs and attention but that shi will turn u out and before you know it the diamond you had in your hand is no longer there and you are surrounded by mannequins with pretty plastic faces and nice bodies spitting lies and broken promises at you through texting and emails…We need to be touched ..We are human …touch somebody today…and I don’t mean with  your hands…but with your heart

July 6

I only want what is sacred between man and woman and nothing less

July 5

Yesterday was just as refreshing Folks chillin in the park til dark talking about the importance of family watching little children run til they fall down cause there heads too big laying on the grass and looking up into the moon lit sky with whispers of dreams of forevers back and forth while children try to catch fireflys all around you YOU… wait a minute!!!! Its you dreamy chocolate honest honest pure sweet honesty like honey…..brother to sister …man to woman something is different in the air the faces of the attention seekers that focus on the outer beauty melt away like ice and the real souls are all around with gifts of possible new life a rebirth into seeing what womanhood is all about beyond the “flesh” Kings arrive on the horizon bringing one king in mind for the Queen and he has the final kiss of truth for her

My ancestors are listening and I bring offerings of good deeds deep into the community mind body blood and soul I thank them for showing me its coming and boy oh boy what a feeling to let go and let this manifestation in

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