January 28

Funny  because of the folks that dont tell the truth when yo ass come along it takes a while for those that have been lied to to trust you and grant it thats cool but dag everyone is running around and like “are you real?” “are you real?” are you really fo real?” Nobody wants to show who they really are because this whole place is making us think that if we aint here and over there and got this and got that we aint shit and the ones that seek the truth know that all we really need to have is ourselves and without ourselves we have nothing and cant even see a blessing of love and friendship and community when its in our faces funny yet real that the souls that strive on looks and fame and money and sex all look back after all the years and go shit who am I…I feel lonely sometimes in a world full of cookie cutters What is wrong with family what is wrong with “union” absolutely nothing but the powers that be want you to eat that shit every day ME ME ME ME until you dont even know what US is and not the other U.S.

January 27

 

I miss him from time to time but he would never at this point say he needs me for a minute for a night for a day and thats the way of the world today we can’t make ourselves vulnerable oh no that gives a person too much power or does it just free your soul to love unconditionally does it just free your soul to love someone to the point your whole body feels it through and through people run from Love and into the depths of nothingness cause they simply do not want to “feel” anything at all for to feel is to wake up something in you that tells you its ok and it will be ok ..but if we loose that “feeling” it hurts and there is alot of healing that needs to be done especially if you could see more than flesh and felt a seed could of come out of it with your eyes and his name Oh what a crazy web we weave with our fear of love and lack of trust and the handing over of our heart and dreams to another soul in a place full of obsession over sex beauty and money and fame and what the fuck can you do for me people ask????? Not what can we do or build together …who will be the Love warriors..how many of us will reflect the coming together of man and woman as one..huh? We are far and few in the land of makebelieve…surrounded by  plastic people with plastic dreams

December 31

Think you are in Heaven but you are living in Hell….Still listening to Bob Marley His Vibration is still being felt throughout the Universe I need to hear the truth around me today.. dreams of change.. hope in love.. wisdom wisdon wisdom Too many fools walking the earth looking for that next opportunity of bling bling and fleshful dances for the night and love is a far cry in the wilderness 15 minutes of fame without one thought of empowering the youth or the masses Liars and thiefs  try to steal your identity and your faith and don’t even know what they are doing for they are just hungry demons controlled by the larger Satanic force  that constantly spits them out chocolate covered vanilla strawberry but still no filling or no feeling inside Are there any more love warriors left or have they all died fighting for the word of The Most high Give me a dream a miracle a delicious miracle dressed in chocolate for my spiritual delight No more jokers with worthless words of meism and we is only hook and bait and  they really love life in the streets seeking thrills using dirty skills and its ok really to make mistakes in this life for we dont always know who is wearing a mask right away….shiiiiii they dont even know they are wearing the mask they dont even know they are programmed to not think of “building” but “playing” playing with others not even thinking what their actions or lack of actions releases into the universe what energy comes back to them 

There are those of us that are  Love Warriors walking with the Devine light and there are those that will run from it and are running towards a flickering glittery light a mirage that has been set up for them and before they know it they will find themselves screaming while burning in  flames of retribution

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