My Semester for High school and College are coming to an end I am so happy then I get a month to self before I start teaching both summer sessions and three months before I leave NYC I am talking to recruiters again as well as sending out packages to music folks in Cali here and abroad I have done a massive amount of work while here and feel good enough about it to leave soon yes three months will go fast In the mean time I am taking very few calls and resting and fasting for I want to prepare myself for more recording and not to mention I need the break from folks and their “stuff” i dont want to be around people that stunt my growth or around people that are hurtful or confused I have my own stuff right now with packing it up and going to the next chapter of my life plus I will be working with more spiritualist after my fast and talking about bringing more of that healing quality into my art and music People knew I was not from NYC now they will really know it for I am about to leave “Poof” Looking forward to it Some of us have options and some do not but overall my work is done here and I need to enjoy my own life I Look forward to catching up to my other friends that are not in the “concrete jungle” I Look forward to the change and will probably grow more from it
So many people have come to me with wounded souls and need to heal and need and need and need without giving I have come to a place where I need to rest and need to recharge and find what is sacred all around me and within me to still….return and be a better healer
I need to travel I need to see nature I need to move and I need to sing and I need to dance but most of all I need to breathe fresh air away from the concrete jungle and I need to love again with the sweetness and kiss of truth and honesty
something spiritual took place the other day that was so so deep that I will never ever forget it and it has changed me forever
They are here
I know and feel the need again to shut it down pray and meditate for my soul only craves nature and the concrete jungle is no longer my home and many folks that I have met dont get the natural girl in me I am not from the streets I am from the mountains lakes Rivers waterfalls Grass Trees and sky..this is where I blossom and fly high the most…my time in NY is ending soon…I feel it in my bones
Today I listen to what the Label has in mind for sounds and music etc and then off to rehearsal then more sleep…I am tired and going away for a short break nothing but R and R
Tired today but in a good mood Finished a shoot with my Girl that is a bad ass designer and my good friend that is a banging photographer Met with the Lawyer and the lawyer will talk with the label and just hoping it all falls into place for… I admire and respect all the folks that I am working with I am blessed to be around such good honest trusting souls
We must understand the healing qualities of music and practice truth at all times inside and out of the medium Most importantly understand that in order for us to make a change we have to work together not as individuals but as soldiers
I had dinner at an Ambassadors a week or so ago and may be singing somewhere big because of that also the sound is closer to what i want where music meets prayer I have a photo shoot today and my ass is tired but there is such a good vibration in the air with my new friends and things that are takin place
My friend refer’d me to a brother that plays Prof basketball and i can’t mention his name but he is doing stuff for the community and abroad and may use my music and more soldiers will come…the message is in the music …I couldn’t be in a happier place
Rehearsal was so sweet last night …so lookin forward to the the next time
