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Still kind of pooped. My girlfriend that practices Homeopathics and is a true healer has told me to take an 8 system Elixir and stay on top of getting my rest.  She is great with giving me cool advice. I have been enjoying sleep so much these days.  Its so nice to just say no to being social and taking time to nurture ones creative side and read a book or research new places with new friends. Some folks think whats wrong with that gal when you know ain’t nothin wrong with enjoying your own company from time to time and celebrating YOU. If you can’t be alone from time to time then something is wrong.  Sometmes I just need to be alone to catch my breathe and say ahhhh. The other day i just layed down in the shower and watched the water fall on my naked body and thought Wow…I did alot of sh in the past month and went through alot of shi.  I made some new friends and started to chip away at goals that I thought I would never try. The water became beaded all over my body like diamonds and I just closed my eyes and pretended I was laying on the forest floor and it was raining.  I took deep breaths and chanted and then I was just still. Still and strong. Still here.

Tuesday I start teaching again and I look forward to it.

And then it rained for 7 days and 7 nights and whoa is me where is the sunshine . Last two days I have been feeling like I needed a big fat meal and I sat somewhere and ate like a Truck Driver. I was like… “I will take that and that and that and that and that and that.” The waiter was like you going to eat that all here. I was like yes where else am I going to eat it.  I was so busy I forgot how hungry I was. I was like oh yeah food I remember you.