October 14
Hmm its been a while since I have been on this… enjoying life and enjoying new experiences and today I am very grateful super duper grateful Yesterday morning I was running along and thinking about my day ahead of me I stopped at a light waited for all traffic to stop and started to run across the street i was thinking about the time my parents and I had in NYC the day before They came down all happy and opened up some new accounts and we had lunch and just chilled and joked with each other I was looking at how my mother was kind of flirting with my father and how he flirted back The love in their eyes for each other seemed much brighter to me on this day and the memory of them looking at each other the way that they did after so many years was very nice to be around then….all of a sudden i felt I could not run anymore…A car ran the light and had stopped me right in the middle of the crosswalk it came from my left and I felt it cold hard and relentless I was looking at the driver and he was looking at me but i had to think for a moment…impact..was it hard?.. kind of…check.. can i move? yes check…am i hurt?…I don’t think so…have i told everybody that i love that i love them?…check am I still here? check…then i just pulled away from that scene pulled my body away from that machine and kept running As I was running I thought you lucky girl…and i ran so fast and i ran right back home and had the biggest bowl of organic mango crunch with almond milk…It was the best breakfast I had in a very long time
Funny thing though…I had a dental cleaning that day after the run in with the machine and all of the people in the dentist office said i was sitting there and waiting for some time but…..I was not. I told them that i wasn’t there and they said a woman that looked just like me and dressed just like me waited for a long time and then just left….spooky…told my father about it and he said are you sure you are not back laying on the road…we both laughed and he said “write about it. …love you…talk to you later”
Well I woke up this morning in pain not from working out but because a truck hit me for real…I called a friend at midnight and said damb you were right my whole left side hurts..no injuries but damb
